My God I swear my girls are going to have me in an early grave, double trouble is certainly an appropriate name at the minute. We are 2 weeks off their 2nd birthday and the temper tantrums and stroppiness has gotten a million times worse! What is really taking its toll on me is the way they can be so loving to me and each other one minute and the next izzy will have lizzy in a headlock and pulling her hair out! Seriously I'm thinking of giving them to wwe wrestling!

Well, as the title says, we are no longer pregnant - we had another missed miscarriage which was a little different than last time. We went for the early scan at 8 weeks to be told there was a 6 week old fetus and no heartbeat, but it could still be too early. So we phoned EPU the next day who told us to go in but wouldn't scan again and set us a date for a week later.

They then told us the baby had shrunk to 5 weeks and there was still no heartbeat but to rescan in a week to be sure - so there was yet another week from hell.

Well im still here just plodding along at CD18! I was hoping to have a break from all things TTC but what with this diet im following its hard to forget! I also had EWCM for the first time in ages, so that was extremely exciting and me and the Hubby got down to some serious bding at the weekend! :wacko: The only problem is I have no idea about my cycles anymore as they are completely up the creek so am going to wait until at least CD50 before I let myself think about it.

Been a while since i last blogged, i've been quite busy with work and the twins and basically keeping it all together! have to say this week is going to be interesting hubby is on guard and working nights so doing 7pm til 7am so i've got to try and keep the twins either out the house or as quiet as possible all day and then do the bedtime routine solo! friday and saturday weren't t bad as we went to stay at my mum's but sunday was a nightmare we got home at 4pm and the girls couldn't be quiet so poor hubby ended up getting up early.